My desire to create fractals. it's suddenly gone again. i'm sure my watchers have seen my lack of deviations recently. i just can't get excited with fractals right now and i don't know why. every time i open apophysis, i can't seem to even get a good start on a flame. i can't get excited by what i'm seeing, and i lack the energy to make it into something i like. i'll still attempt something over the next few days, but don't expect anything wonderfully amazing, if i make something i absolutely love, i'll eat my words. i don't know what happened to it, but i'm just not in the mood for fractals right now. as suddenly as it came back, it seems to