My desire to create fractals. it's suddenly gone again. i'm sure my watchers have seen my lack of deviations recently. i just can't get excited with fractals right now and i don't know why. every time i open apophysis, i can't seem to even get a good start on a flame. i can't get excited by what i'm seeing, and i lack the energy to make it into something i like. i'll still attempt something over the next few days, but don't expect anything wonderfully amazing, if i make something i absolutely love, i'll eat my words. i don't know what happened to it, but i'm just not in the mood for fractals right now. as suddenly as it came back, it seems to have left. now i've gotta work to bring it back.